Wearing such a nice bra but have noone to show
#singlewoes Wish I was fit enough for sexy tumblr underwear pics. One day, Internet. One day.
I don’t want people to matter to me too much. Sometimes it hurts too much to...– Henry Rollins, Smile, You’re Traveling (Black Coffee Blues Pt. 3)
Life is REALLY enjoying kicking me in the balls...
My grandma died this morning.
librocubicularist asked: I DON'T FINISH TIL FRIDAY NEXT WEEK THANK YOU VERY MUCH OH MY GOD SO MANY EXAMS I AM SO STRESSED AND REALLY UNDER PREPARED HALP
Dragging myself to the library so I can justify going to the English party tonight. Must do work!!! First I will shower and investigate why I have an email from PayPal saying they’ve noticed ‘unusual activity’ in my account.. I hope it’s just my summer ball dress because its not here yet..
festoonyouranswerswithgobbets asked: Of course it won't distance you! I know that's what your head is telling you but it ISN'T true. In reality, it'll be a normal night out where everyone is a lot more drunk/tired/delirious than usual which means people will either head home early or remember nothing of the fun you think you'll be missing. Instead, when you're done we'll have a GIANT celebration and...
Anonymous asked: how much work do you have left to do? x
While I can’t have you, I long for you. I am the kind of person who would miss a...– Jeanette Winterson (via wordsthat-speak)
At least I can laugh at this
Last night Ali compared me to a puppy he’d run over and is slowly watching die.. Tool.
Does the fact that I’m on my second wine cocktail of the morning mean I’m an alcoholic? OH GOD. Anyway, library soon. Then dissertation party. Even though I’m not celebrating. But who the fuck doesn’t love a party?
I wish our landlord would warn us when he's going...
I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz, or the arrow of...– Pablo Neruda (via daddy-10-inch-5ever)
I have such a weird obsession
With watching pore strip videos. They’re so amazing.
what doesn’t kill you leaves scars ruins your lungs dries out all your tears...– c.c. (via ariellavolpe)
Watching a programme about adult virgins
This woman threw an entire massive party to ‘come out’ to her friends, with a cherry shaped cake and everything. Then made a speech about how she didn’t want to make it a big deal. Sure you didn’t. CHERRY SHAPED CAKE. PARTY. FUCKING CAMERA CREW.
jakefromstate-farm: why fall in love when you can fall asleep
I’m scared my current failing is going to distance me from my friends. They’ll all be celebrating and I can’t join in. I might not even be able to go on the trip we planned :( this should motivate me but it just makes me feel more sad, and more unable to focus.
Woke up feeling ill even though I have loads of...
INCONVENIENT. I’m also so sad. I wish I knew a way to make you love me again. There are so many things I want to say, I just don’t dare.
The train is REALLY quiet and I want to watch...
I wonder if that’s a good enough reason to sit in first class? I might do it anyway. Hopefully they pity me.
Back in the country nowww
Lost loads of followers the other day for being so low, sorry guys :/ Anyway, I didn’t get much work done. A change of scenery didnt help. Instead I just cried and panicked for 3 days, drank a fuck load of coffee and declared my love to my ex boyfriend. I’m so screwed but I’m trying to work something out. Right now I’m just deciding if I should wait until the train to...
Saying bye bye to the internet until work is...
having megan change my passwords. will definitely help me. i also wont be able to wallow in self pity. BYE TUMBLR, WISH ME LUCK.
[[MORE]]ive lost complete control of my life. i dont know what to do or who to speak to. all i want to do is cry and sleep and hide. i still havent handed in or finished my essays, and they were due 3 weeks ago. theyre getting handed BACK soon.. fucking fucking fucking. i dont want to get in trouble. i dont want to lose marks. i want to tell well in my degree but ive reached a point where i...
sent a stupid text full of my feelings
i must be the most annoying burden in the whole world.
Anonymous asked: How many words have you got left to write? i bet you'll be fineee
my dissertation is coming together quite well
I JUST WISH ID STARTED SOONER OH GOD I CANT SLEEP UNTIL MONDAY
Please don’t give up forever.
distanceetc: Got a spare for The Postal Service in Manchester on Saturday if anyone fancies it? There’s a lift going from Sheffield.
[[MORE]]started thinking again. started thinking that i wish i hadn’t told you things. the small chance you might be jealous is not worth you thinking im pathetic/moving on/etcetcetetddfskvfvsdj
When my mom calls and asks how I'm doing
I have an absolutely insane amount of work to do
If I had ONE more day, I’d be so fine. Ergh. I keep bursting into panic n having to put RainyMood on. Thank god lunch is almost ready.
hsimah: why do some people call their evening meal tea when tea is unanimously agreed to be the name of a drink how can you have tea with a drink of tea afterwards? that just doesn’t make sense basically it’s your dinner (or supper if you like), stop saying it wrong dinner is at dinner time.. midday!
it's annoying that i cant say what i want to say...
because what i want to say is OH GOD IM SO FUCKING SCREWED HELP ME IM GOING TO HAVE TO STAY UP ALL NIGHT
another reason my mum is great
my dad rang up to bitch about me tweeting (for fucks sake, i blocked him) too much and not working and she told him to mind his own business and leave me alone. L O L.
IM NOT ALLOWED TO STOP OR EAT TOAST OR DRINK GIN...
im tired and weak. stupid leaving my dissertation til the last minute. twitter? @shesgonestella
[[MORE]]most of the time, I really REALLY want my feelings to go away. But since there’s a tiny tiny bit of me that’s still holding out, it’s literally impossible. fuck my LIFE. i wish i was good enough.
all my uni’s drama is doing my head in. I’m too neutral and uncaring for this bullshit. I left the COUNTRY and I’m still distracted by it. Hurry up, summer.
In case you were wondering if I have any skills
I’m really good at memorising stuff. Which is completely useless while studying English. But if I can just get through the next few weeks I’ll be SO GOOD AT LAW.