Ive had the top of my ear pierced like 3 times. with a gun. because of choosing the cheap option over the safe option, the cartiledge has burst and now i have a massive lump. Doctors won’t remove it because it’s ‘cosmetic’ and the NHS can’t do it, so i’d have to go private and pay £200. fuck that. So for now i’m tying little braid elastic bands around it and trying to cut off the blood supply.

If that fails i’ll go to another doctor and claim pyschological distress.

In other news, I should do some work. I can’t decide if I can be bothered to go out tonight. I’m just drinking relentless and procrastinating. I want a peanut butter kitkat.

sorry ignore my face. no makeup. ew.